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Thursday, December 17, 2009

忘了打xanga呢

死啦,呢個xanga越來越比人遺忘

包括我自己

事關我好多fd都已經唔用xanga了........

或者忙得際懶得打xanga.......

我個subscription就無咩野睇呢.......

好啦,講完題外話啦

講番正題

小女子我終於都dream come true~

剛剛個個星期六kristin做導遊帶住我

我終於報左名做半個大學生啦~

雖然我知道之後會好辛苦

但係你覺得

3年大學+2.5年working experience<好點

定係

3.5年大學+6年working experience<好點呢?

當然就係後者啦

而且學費仲比全日制平點呢

(自己讀咋喎,梗係啦~)

不過ou出名易入難出

我都好鬼驚..............

之後我就同佢去左唱k

由OU行去NEWAY CITY

原來要咁遠...

Kristin你帶住我呢個路癡真係辛苦你啦........

因為佢之前幫左我好大忙

幫我換到鬆弛熊Cushion

所以今次我決定請佢唱K

(我又叫埋May May架

不過佢要湊妹買飯比佢食,所以唔黎....

個妹都form 1,2啦,唔好寵壞佢啦

想當年我小學已經要自生自滅

form 1,2夜晚好多時得自己一個,依家更加係~

唔自己落街買飯真係會冇飯食.....

好在依家出左"波仔",等我可以唔洗再落街買飯咋

感謝你~"波仔"lol

幫到我呢條懶蟲好大忙~)

好啦,講番呢度

我真係自閉左好耐冇唱過k

而且我又好耐冇同佢唱過添

之後發現自己out到震

好多新歌都唔識........

好彩我同佢好志同道合

我地喪摷日文英文歌

唱我地都好鐘意既安室"Can you celebrate?"

可惜歌詞係全日文,無羅馬拼音.....

係唱好舊既"M"先有......

我發覺我既高音嚇窒左Kristin

尤其是唱Leona Lewis版本既"I will be"

之後佢就揀佢好鐘意既SHE同梁靜茹

我揀左我好鐘意既"情歌"

跟住佢揀左佢首"崇拜"比我唱

佢話佢覺得呢首歌好適合我唱

因為佢覺得我把聲好清~

仲叫我練練佢~

好啦~小女子遵命~

不過都要多謝佢讚我

仲有好多歌未唱就比人CUT左啦.....

我地買叮噹餅番歸食

係巴士上不停傾計

好耐都無咁暢所欲言啦~

希望快點有下次啦~

仲有7日到

byebye啦~Legend~


Tuesday, December 08, 2009

嘩~我真係好耐無打過xanga 啦

懶過鬼呀~

不過唔緊要

繼Ice,Hoiki,Byron同Monna既好消息

唔係結婚就係拍拖

今次終於輪到我啦

不過唔關結婚拍拖事

而係小女子終於找到份新工

去支撐我去做半個大學生

正正就是一個半工讀生啦~

我終於都可以脫離Legend呢個鬼地方啦

我11月30號收到中大眼科醫院話請我

收到個電話真係超級興奮

直情唔敢相信,覺得自己發緊夢

比hoiki話我白痴&傻婆

12月1即刻send resign letter with 1 month notice(我咁大個女第一封resign letter)

我老闆既反應係:

"點解辭職呀?唔洗養家咩?"

我:"我要讀書嘛,當然我找到份新工先辭職啦"

Monica:"哦~咁好啦"

今年5月佢話因為出面大風大雨先留我係到

所以我一早知道佢唔會留我

即使我做得幾好都無用

佢有心想你走又唔捨得炒我要補水比我

一個有錢女人唔捨得洗多點錢,對下屬好點

留係佢身邊毫無作為

雖然我要虧個double pay比佢

不過真係早走早著啦

之後我講番比Cody聽,佢用一個字形容佢:"賤"

send 左resign letter仍然覺得成件事好唔真實

直至佢打黎吹我早點番工早點接手

同埋hr出緊我張contract

第一日番就去簽contract啦

然後進入倒數階段

依家應該仲有16日啦

因為我28號就番眼科

跟住今個星期六做埋OU入學註冊

(已經比左入學註冊費啦)

就DREAM COME TRUE啦

唔洗再愁無錢讀書啦

感謝主~不枉我每日都對你祈禱

感謝你~讚美你~

希望好事陸續有來啦~


Monday, November 02, 2009

昨日

去左BU同小貓影畢業相

我同hoiki,星星夾錢送左個我最鐘意既鬆邪熊比佢

我好鐘意個公仔架

不過唔可以據為己有

因為我都未開始讀,又未畢業

真係大吉利是呀~

所以大家

我畢業個陣唔好剩係送一個公仔咁少啦

至少幾個啦

等我講定要邊個先

我要:HELLO KITTY,鬆弛熊,JACK,ETC

到時記住買比我呀~(厚面皮中)

天文台又話會轉涼,去到曬死好Q熱

之後有攝影高手係到,我全程等埋位

等等等.....影影影.......

去左幾個地點

係最尾去草地影先覺得好玩d

似足小貓比人既感覺

之後hoiki趕住去會情郎

我地一行咁多人超早地去又一城食飯

好耐都無同星星聚舊

傾傾大家既近況

佢讀埋下年就high dip畢業啦

我下年4月先至開始讀.....嗚.......

唔知要讀幾耐添架..開硬tumbo都未必夠錢讀

忍不住要唱

"神啊~救救我吧~一把年紀啦,一個仙挖沙都沒有............"

如果有人幫到我就好啦

應該話,有人養起我就好啦.....

好羨慕我身邊既fd

結婚既結婚

(除左ice之外,有一個小學同學結婚啦)

大學畢業既大學畢業

(我身邊有太多大學生....有點慚愧...)

佢地依家仲諗住讀埋master添.......

依家我兩頭岸都到唔到..........唉......

仲要做緊我唔鐘意既job.....

好想快啲quit到呢份job

找到份更好既

我好低能地有諗過應徵維他奶

咁我就有免費麥精飲啦

應徵阿華田更好

咁我就可以成日飲我最鐘意既阿華田啦~XDDDDDD


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

寫番尋晚先

同羊咩慶祝生日

約左佢,Kristin同Justin去韓屋食飯

Sorry我遲到了,

不過我好有交帶地一早同佢地講我會遲點來

去到即刻揀野食

我發覺我越來越似一個control freak啦

呢餐飯我覺得ok呀

不過似乎唔係好合Justin的胃口

之後我地去影貼紙相

但justin唔肯影

純粹因為貼紙相有美白大眼增長睫毛

驚自己影完唔知似咩......

所以繼form 5個次之後

呢次係第二次啦

相隔左5年到啦

大家睇下個分別啦

呢張係尋晚影既

掃瞄0001

d白痴野係小女子貼既,

笑到大家牙臼都甩啦~

之後睇番我地form 5既

掃瞄0002

正正經經既

分別在於

大家都大個左

佢地都靚左,

but not me

我好有自知之明架

之後佢地陪我去買卡片套

(番到屋企發覺放唔晒d卡片....

仲要買多個....)

行左一陣

去左mc cafe傾心事

阿may的天空~

問埋Justin既意見

原來男仔諗野係咁...

我都唔知比咩response好

因為我一直都想比個希望比羊咩

等佢唔洗咁灰

而我唯一可以講既係

大人們係我耳邊不停講既"際遇"

Fomula="天時地理人和"

right time meet the right guy in the right place=everything alright

咁樣當然完美啦

但世事豈能盡如人意呢.....

往往我地碰到既係

wrong time meet the right guy =still wrong

right time meet the wrong guy=still wrong

The question is :Is he your Mr.right?What you need is the "magic moment"?

Or just he is not that into you?

Anyway,Think about it.

剎時間諗起一首歌


"Sometimes you think you'll be find by yourself
'Cause a dream is a wish that you'll make all alone
It's easy to feel
Like you don't need help
But it's harder to walk on your own

You'll change inside
When you realize
The world comes to life
And everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find
The beauty you are when you open your heart
And believe in
The gift of a friend
The gift of a friend

Someone who knows when you're lost and you're scared
There through the highs and lows
Someone to count on
Someone who cares
Beside you wherever you go

You'll change inside
When you realize
The world comes to life
And everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you find
The beauty you are when you open your heart
And believe in
The gift of a friend

And when your hope crashes down
Shattering to the ground
You! You feel all alone
When you don't know which way to go
And there's no signs leading you home
You're not alone

The world comes to life
And everything's bright
From beginning to end
When you have a friend by your side
That helps you to find
The beauty you are
When you open your heart
And believe in
When you believe in
When you believe in
The gift of a friend"

Remember~I 'll always be here by your side~
好肉麻啊~嘔XDDDDDDDDDD


Thursday, October 22, 2009

昨晚

只有我媽跟我吃飯

我爸去了朋友父親的喪禮

我哥剛從上海回來

有人去了接他,超痴身的要過二人世界~眼冤~

我跟我媽很久沒有單獨的撐檯腳

我又再舊事重提

談我讀書的意願

今次我媽終於都認同我了

她只怕我不夠錢讀

這也是我擔心的

可是讀DL degree的好處就是可以中途停下

沒有限期完成degree

而且可以信用卡分期

即是話我可以唔洗爭人好多錢就可以做到我想要既野

只是生活會過得更加吃力.....

曾經有個算命的跟我說

我是年青時吃很多苦

到晚年就有好多福享的人

所以我現在做這個決定應該沒有錯

我媽跟我說

"讀書當然不會反對你,最怕你唔讀姐..........."

有點o嘴,真是猜不透她的想法

成日問她都問不到答案......

也難怪我會猜錯她的心意,自己在瞎傷心.......

之後我媽說如果我哥好似我咁,就唔會咁激心了

她更說今年這件事最不開心的不一定只有我

她說打開心窗說亮話

其實她和我爸也很不開心

基本上

自從那件事發生之後就沒開心過

去青聯堂跟朋友在一起才讓他們開懷一點

他們也覺得自己憔悴了很多,

這我知道,

滿滿的無力感和失敗感

我很清楚這感覺

因為不久之前這種感覺一直濃罩著我

幸好朋友們的安慰,我才慢慢好起來

所以在大家心目中,朋友真的很重要~

我也想爸媽倆會開心番.....

所以我想我要再孝順點..........

 

原來大家一點都不喜歡我哥揀的

我都是...........我仍然想不通點解要揀呢個......

我媽覺得她很娘,很"北"味

我都覺...不過我一直都沒出聲

我只是覺得這個人很"古怪"

我媽不喜歡她唔上進

她覺得這個人跟自己的兒子太相似

尤其是衰野都衰埋一樣

真夠天生一對.......

我還能說些什麼?

我們都是被迫的..........

真想快點不用對住他們.....



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